You are a freshman in a University following your crush, who is your senior from high school. Your crush is very good looking both subjectively and objectively, and has been kind to you since high school, helping you with your studies, worries etc. You have entered the same club as your crush, and spends some time together after class for several times a week.
However, you overheard your crush once talking about you with their friends, saying you are just their junior and that there is nothing beyond that. Further, recently, you found out that an another senior has went out on a date with your crush for several times.